
Yesterday I got to work from home.... which means I got good coffee in my favorite mug...one of my favorite "ordinary" things.
My routine has resumed.
What do I mean? I shared before that I was feeling knocked out, incapable of doing life. Well, lately, I have begun to find my footing. I have begun to find life much more doable.
And ordinary tasks have helped. Now I have had to be patient with myself. Anytime one struggles through a time of depression or hardship, often energy is the first thing to suffer. And I have had to train myself to feel better about doing less.
And maybe I should do less to begin with. I’m trying to sort out what is necessary in my life and what is unnecessary. But that’s a discussion for another time!
So today I’m running errands. I had breakfast with some women that I am so blessed by. Then I got to do some fun birthday shopping for my darling husband. Now I’m back home working on freelance assignments (and blogging along the way)…
And I find myself encouraged.
And I find myself feeling at peace with the state of our lives. I wouldn’t say I’ve bounced back (because I think that’s not a helpful metaphor)… but I’m living. I’m accomplishing things by the power of the Holy Spirit that three weeks ago I did not feel I had the energy to do.
And it’s not by own strength, but by Christ who strengthens me.
And I think that’s all I have to say.
And I hope you’re okay with that. š
Thanks for reading, friends.
P.S. Just for grins I thought I’d post a picture with some of my favorite girls who I used to nanny for. I miss getting to spend time with them every week.
“He himself would often slip away, into the wilderness to pray” Mark 5:16 I’de bet Jesus often felt tired of everyone and all the activity, and thats why you always found him sneaking off into obscurity outdoors to be away from everyone, even the disciples just talking to God and watching the trees and the wind and the sky for awhile. Sometimes the most spiritual thing to do is absolutely nothing.